Monday, December 03, 2007

Shocking news... Not a good day

Lama benar tak tulis kat sini. Hehe.. bukan apa, malas pun ada, sibuk pun ada, letih pun ada.. macam2 la alasan aku as usual. Bukan nya aku tak tergerak untuk update blog aku last week. It’s just that every time I sit down to mark a few words in my blog, I did have a lot of things to say and to voice out, but I just couldn’t push my fingers to type. I was out of words to describe the experiences and my feelings. Sigh! Awat tak nyer… It was even difficult for me to comprehend and accept what I was going through… nie kan nak tulis dalam blog. Dalam seminggu nie macam2 jugak that I’ve went through. Bila teringat balik… I take a big SIGH! And thanked Allah it was over. Still, there were some experiences I was glad and felt happy for. Tersenyum jer bila terpikir the wonderful memories I have built.
Today… aku baru keluar dari meeting dengan the sales team… my team that is. Fidah just break the news I heard from Nas last week. News I was hoping to be just a rumor… just a passing cloud. But unfortunately it was not. She has decided to tender in her resignation. Yess.. my lady boss is resigning. Aku memang tak sangka… sedih sangat bila terpikir that she will not be around anymore. She will not be around to tell us what is right and what should not be done. Apa yang patut dibuat and how to resolve any problems. She was always there when we really need advices and guidance. She was a major support for us and she was our shield against the bloody vultures that’s always out to pick on us and find our faults. Skarang baru nak terpikir that I actually like her so much and I really look up to her. Despite that sometime she can really be a pain in the neck… still, she was our Iron Lady of Penang Sales team… And what’s worse still, her last day will be before Raya Haji. It’s a very short notice. Yang ada dalam meeting tue cuma aku, Nas, Viv and Anisah. Just us ladies in the discussion room with our lady boss when she break the news. Aku tertunduk jer, tapi bila aku tengok Viv menangis, aku tak boleh tahan… teriak jugak la aku. Tengok aku, Nas and Anisah pun teriak sekali. Aku sedih la… takut jugak actually… Selama nie, Fidah melindungi kami dalam semua hal. Baik dalam issues with customers and sales mahupun dalam hal dealing dengan orang2 dalam company nie. Ramai orang yang tak brapa suka kat team aku cos we are always in rush to meet customer’s requirements. Fidah kata she wants to spend more time with her daughter and family. We can’t stop her from changing her mind… but we pray and hope for the best in what ever she goes through. Aku takut apa kan terjadi kat kami nih. Anak2 dia kat sini.. hehe.. Entah macam mana nanti ka boss baru aku. Jangan dapat macam Mr Sheikh cukup. EErrrgh! Nightmare.
Saturday, 1st December 2007
Pagi kul 5.30 dah bangun. Kami wat plan nak ge picnic kat Taman Belia. Saja nak ajak budak2 nie pe swim2. Aku kesian kat diaorang, cuti sekolah tak kemana pun. Asyik tengok dinding rumah jer. So, pagi2 lagi aku bangun prepare barang2 nak bawa. Hehehe.. aku masak nasi lemak dengan sambal daging. Sambal aku buat siap2 malam sebelum tue. Pagi bangun masak nasi lemak, rebus telur, prepare air nak minum… bla bla bla.. kecoh2 kat dapur sampai la mak dengan kak Idah terbangun. Hehehe… dia orang pun join la jugak.. Mula2 tue memang la macam2 alasan yang mak bagi… penat la, nak rest la… tue la nie la… Aku pujuk2 sampai ikut jugak mummy dearest aku. Hurm… mak tengok anak dia dok merodak dalam dapur bagi pening kepala jer. Hehehe.. Kul 8.30pagi keluar dari rumah dalam kul 9pagi sampai ke destinasi… we got a nice spot.. That’s one of the advantages of being an early bird. Hehe.. Taman belia tak macam dulu… menang cantik and I should say, a good job for the maintenances there. They really keep the place clean and nice. Sejuk je angina pagi tiup kat situ… Dapat hammock syok la.. hehe.. Budak2 nie macam la badak baru jumpa air… terjun terus separuh kolam tak de air.. hehehe.. but they really enjoyed themselves and I’m happy they did. And the best of all, they keep thanking me for bringing them here. Kita orang ladies duk jer kat atas bangku… Sampai2 jer aku hentam nasi lemak… Aduh!!! Sedap btol. Dalam kul 1ptg, kami pulang… dapat la rest jap petang tue… Dalam kul 4ptg tue mami called. Dia kata nak mai rumah tengok Kak Idah tapi anak2 dia tak de kat rumah… So, ge la jemput dia. Kesian jugak kat mami… dalam sakit kaki tue pun, dia teringin nak tengok kak.
Yesterday, Sunday 2nd Dec 2007… berehat2 kat rumah jer tak ge mana pun. I was tired from Saturday’s picnic. Kak Ton jemput ge rumah dia tengok kitchen dia yang baru renovate tue. Aku skip jer and stayed at home. At first memang plan tak nak makan lunch, tapi rasanya 2 bijik epal aku makan tue macam tak cukup jer. So, aku wat la sayur campur nak makan saja cos perut aku dah mul gerrrooot :p Belum sempat aku nak makan lagi, mak telepon dari rumah kak ton. Mak suruh aku datang segera, kak ton pe terkepit jari dia kena pintu. Alahai! Satu demi satu la heart attack aku dapat. Sampai jer kat rumah kak, aku nampak dia tengah duduk kat sofa pegang jari dia. Tengok muka dia macam cool jer tapi sekali aku tengok jari dia macam nak pengsan. Memang kuku dia terkopek habis.. pas tue isi dia terkoyak sket. Aku dah ingat, sure ada yang retak and sure kan jahit ner. Cepat2 ge Lam Wah Ee… By the time everything was settled, it was almost 7pm. Gosh! Jaga la diri baik2 cos hospital bills bukan la murah. Tengok sket macam tue pun dah kena kat RM500. Cuba la kalu kes accident teruk. And what’s worse is that Kak Ton had to pay herself for the medical bills since she’s running her own business. Benda macam nie wat aku bersyukur, Thank Allah I have my job here. I was making jokes… trying to make her feel better.
Banyak lagi yang nak diceritakan, tapi buat masa nie, aku nak berhenti disini…

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