Saja nak share this wonderful song I love to hear. I got this song from that special someone who's no longer present in my life. Hurm... Anyway, I just love this song.
Lady by Kenny Rogers
Lady...
I’m your knight in shining armor and I love you
You have made me what I am and I am yours
My love...There’s so many ways I want to say, “I love you.”
Let me hold you in my arms forever more
You have gone and made me such a fool
I ‘m so lost in your love
And oh, we belong together
Won’t you believe in my song?
Lady...
For so many years, I thought I’d never find you
You have come into my life and made me whole
Forever, let me wake to see you each and every morning
Let me hear you whisper softly in my ear
In my eyes, I see no one else but you
There's no other love like our love
And yes, oh yes I’ll always want you near me
I’ve waited for you for so long
Lady...
Your love’s the only love I need
and Beside me is where I want you to be
Cause my love there’s something I want you to know
You’re the love of my life. You’re my lady...
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Aidiladha & X'mas special
Sekarang nie memang aku tengah sibuk dengan year end closing. Aku dah berkemas tadi ingat nak balik, tapi entah.. teringat pulak nak bercerita kat sini.
Aidiladha... Tahun nie kami sekeluarga sambut Hari Raya Haji dengan penuh kesyukuran. Bersyukur kepada Allah SWT atas segajanya yang ada. Sederhana jer raya haji tahun nie tapi memang special. Paling syok skali, bila kami sekeluarga berpeluang duduk bersarapan bersama... Puttu mayam, kuah dalcha, kurma ayam, awam goreng kicap and daging merah.. Fuh! sampai terjilat2 pinggan. Syok jugak dapat menghadiri Majlis korban Nurul Islam. Setiap tahun kita orang pergi... Tahun nie pun lebih kurang sama jugak. Aku dapat tengok up close and personal bila dia orang 'eerrrggkkk' lembu tue. Alahai! masa nie la boleh tengok anak2 mamak beraksi ceh wah wrestling dengan lembu tue. Kecoh benar!! Hurm! saib baik tak kena tempat2 sensitive... AKu pulak menyesal sebab pakai kasut baru aku beli... Terjijak tahi lembu laaarrrrr... sabor jer la. Anyway, Raya Haji kali nie bermakna untuk aku.. lebih2 lagi bila dapat berjumpa dengan saudara mara yang hampir 3 tahun tak bertegur sapa, datang jugak dia orang beraya kat rumah aku. Pakcik aku teringat jugak nak mai melawat mak. Orang2 tua, biasa la.. cepat betul sensitive. Anyway, terkejut tengok how my cousins have grown to strong handsome man and beautiful young ladies. Dah 3 tahun mak balik haji. Aku tengok mak masa solat subuh pagi tue, basah pipi. I'm sure terkenang pengalaman masa kat tanah suci dulu. Mak perasan aku berdiri dok tengok, she turned and looked at me.. she smiled! Aku tanya knapa? mak senyum. Mak... I love you. Love you so much!
Well.. Christmas... for me is one of the most beautiful festive of the year. There's something magical about this festive. Not the thought of celebrating it... it's just the environment it creates. The love we see spreading around. We see people busy buying Christmas gifts for their friends and love ones and of after that everyone waiting anxiously to celebrate the end of year.
Happy 2008….. WATCH OUT FOR ME COS’ HERE I COME… (ehem! Ayat power)
Well, not to forget the mad sales at all major malls. Have you guys been to Parkson.. Gosh! Aku bleh jadi giler. hehehe.. tue yg ge beli this gorgeous hand bag and also this (augh!) beautiful pair of shoe. It was indeed love at first sight when I look and that beg. Tengah tak de duit pun, hurm... lantak la... sampai ujung bulan.. makan lotti lorrr.. Tunggu balik umah, hentam nasi sepinggan. Aduh! Diet fazi… diet…
I love the decorations during christmas. Setiap kali perayaan nie aku sure teringat masa aku ge Singapore dulu dengan my parents and kak Sida. I was in standard 3 and that time and masa tue it was Christmas there. Kan cuti sekolah, abah ajak kita orang ge jalan2. We stayed at Uncle Naina’s house in Everton Park. Cool place.. masa tue la. Skarang, I have no idea how it looks like. Anyway, we were there for a week and it surely felt so wonderful there.
2008 nie aku nak menyambut dengan penuh kesyukuran and full of hope for my future. Banyak perubahan yang menanti. Azam aku untuk 'stay positive' I will still carry... Good bye 2007.. thank you for all the wonderful memories. Another year closing... so fast. Rasa macam only yesterday aku sambut 2007.
2008 - I'm waiting for you.
Aidiladha... Tahun nie kami sekeluarga sambut Hari Raya Haji dengan penuh kesyukuran. Bersyukur kepada Allah SWT atas segajanya yang ada. Sederhana jer raya haji tahun nie tapi memang special. Paling syok skali, bila kami sekeluarga berpeluang duduk bersarapan bersama... Puttu mayam, kuah dalcha, kurma ayam, awam goreng kicap and daging merah.. Fuh! sampai terjilat2 pinggan. Syok jugak dapat menghadiri Majlis korban Nurul Islam. Setiap tahun kita orang pergi... Tahun nie pun lebih kurang sama jugak. Aku dapat tengok up close and personal bila dia orang 'eerrrggkkk' lembu tue. Alahai! masa nie la boleh tengok anak2 mamak beraksi ceh wah wrestling dengan lembu tue. Kecoh benar!! Hurm! saib baik tak kena tempat2 sensitive... AKu pulak menyesal sebab pakai kasut baru aku beli... Terjijak tahi lembu laaarrrrr... sabor jer la. Anyway, Raya Haji kali nie bermakna untuk aku.. lebih2 lagi bila dapat berjumpa dengan saudara mara yang hampir 3 tahun tak bertegur sapa, datang jugak dia orang beraya kat rumah aku. Pakcik aku teringat jugak nak mai melawat mak. Orang2 tua, biasa la.. cepat betul sensitive. Anyway, terkejut tengok how my cousins have grown to strong handsome man and beautiful young ladies. Dah 3 tahun mak balik haji. Aku tengok mak masa solat subuh pagi tue, basah pipi. I'm sure terkenang pengalaman masa kat tanah suci dulu. Mak perasan aku berdiri dok tengok, she turned and looked at me.. she smiled! Aku tanya knapa? mak senyum. Mak... I love you. Love you so much!
Well.. Christmas... for me is one of the most beautiful festive of the year. There's something magical about this festive. Not the thought of celebrating it... it's just the environment it creates. The love we see spreading around. We see people busy buying Christmas gifts for their friends and love ones and of after that everyone waiting anxiously to celebrate the end of year.
Happy 2008….. WATCH OUT FOR ME COS’ HERE I COME… (ehem! Ayat power)
Well, not to forget the mad sales at all major malls. Have you guys been to Parkson.. Gosh! Aku bleh jadi giler. hehehe.. tue yg ge beli this gorgeous hand bag and also this (augh!) beautiful pair of shoe. It was indeed love at first sight when I look and that beg. Tengah tak de duit pun, hurm... lantak la... sampai ujung bulan.. makan lotti lorrr.. Tunggu balik umah, hentam nasi sepinggan. Aduh! Diet fazi… diet…
I love the decorations during christmas. Setiap kali perayaan nie aku sure teringat masa aku ge Singapore dulu dengan my parents and kak Sida. I was in standard 3 and that time and masa tue it was Christmas there. Kan cuti sekolah, abah ajak kita orang ge jalan2. We stayed at Uncle Naina’s house in Everton Park. Cool place.. masa tue la. Skarang, I have no idea how it looks like. Anyway, we were there for a week and it surely felt so wonderful there.
2008 nie aku nak menyambut dengan penuh kesyukuran and full of hope for my future. Banyak perubahan yang menanti. Azam aku untuk 'stay positive' I will still carry... Good bye 2007.. thank you for all the wonderful memories. Another year closing... so fast. Rasa macam only yesterday aku sambut 2007.
2008 - I'm waiting for you.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Yesterday
Sigh!
Life can be so tragic at times. One day you're happy minding your own business, the next day you can be down and feeling sorry for yourself. Sucks doesn't it? When you least expect how things can go wrong sometimes and how you wish at that very moment, you can just fall down and hide your head in the ground like an ostrich.
Yesterday...
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it seems as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the girl I use to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why he had to go, I don't know
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday
Yesterday...
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday
And I know I can't turn back
Cause yesterday's gone
~ Beatles
Kebelakangan nie, kesabaran aku memang teruji sangat. Banyak yang aku terpaksa bertahan sebab aku terikat atas nama keluarga dan kasih sayang. Takut tersinggung perasaan orang yang aku sayangi. Tapi sedih sekali bila orang tak pernah terpikir pasal perasaan aku... keinginan aku. Tak pernah orang terpikir that I need my space too. How sad when these people I trust and love seem to forget that I and a human being too and I deserve the freedom and rights just like everyone else. People find it difficult to understand and accept it that I'm not that 12 or 17 years old girl anymore. I have my commitment towards myself, commitment to my career, to my LIFE.
Sebab tue kekadang aku rasa macam nak jerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiittttttttttttt sepuas puas hati aku.
Lama dah aku tak meluangkan masa untuk diri sendiri sebab asyik pikirkan orang lain. And memang tak pernah satu hari pun aku mengeluh atau bermasam muka when I'm there for them. Sampai kekadang sakit hati bila orang tue tak menghargai segala apa yang aku lakukan untuk mereka. Sampai hati kata yang aku nie tak bersensitive, I was never there for them konon. Like I said, aku nie diuji. Sejauh mana aku mampu bertahan. Tak pe, aku anggap saja nie dugaan Allah SWT untuk menguatkan aku lagi. Bersabar je la.
Life can be so tragic at times. One day you're happy minding your own business, the next day you can be down and feeling sorry for yourself. Sucks doesn't it? When you least expect how things can go wrong sometimes and how you wish at that very moment, you can just fall down and hide your head in the ground like an ostrich.
Yesterday...
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it seems as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the girl I use to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why he had to go, I don't know
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday
Yesterday...
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday
And I know I can't turn back
Cause yesterday's gone
~ Beatles
Kebelakangan nie, kesabaran aku memang teruji sangat. Banyak yang aku terpaksa bertahan sebab aku terikat atas nama keluarga dan kasih sayang. Takut tersinggung perasaan orang yang aku sayangi. Tapi sedih sekali bila orang tak pernah terpikir pasal perasaan aku... keinginan aku. Tak pernah orang terpikir that I need my space too. How sad when these people I trust and love seem to forget that I and a human being too and I deserve the freedom and rights just like everyone else. People find it difficult to understand and accept it that I'm not that 12 or 17 years old girl anymore. I have my commitment towards myself, commitment to my career, to my LIFE.
Sebab tue kekadang aku rasa macam nak jerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiittttttttttttt sepuas puas hati aku.
Lama dah aku tak meluangkan masa untuk diri sendiri sebab asyik pikirkan orang lain. And memang tak pernah satu hari pun aku mengeluh atau bermasam muka when I'm there for them. Sampai kekadang sakit hati bila orang tue tak menghargai segala apa yang aku lakukan untuk mereka. Sampai hati kata yang aku nie tak bersensitive, I was never there for them konon. Like I said, aku nie diuji. Sejauh mana aku mampu bertahan. Tak pe, aku anggap saja nie dugaan Allah SWT untuk menguatkan aku lagi. Bersabar je la.
Monday, December 03, 2007
Shocking news... Not a good day
Lama benar tak tulis kat sini. Hehe.. bukan apa, malas pun ada, sibuk pun ada, letih pun ada.. macam2 la alasan aku as usual. Bukan nya aku tak tergerak untuk update blog aku last week. It’s just that every time I sit down to mark a few words in my blog, I did have a lot of things to say and to voice out, but I just couldn’t push my fingers to type. I was out of words to describe the experiences and my feelings. Sigh! Awat tak nyer… It was even difficult for me to comprehend and accept what I was going through… nie kan nak tulis dalam blog. Dalam seminggu nie macam2 jugak that I’ve went through. Bila teringat balik… I take a big SIGH! And thanked Allah it was over. Still, there were some experiences I was glad and felt happy for. Tersenyum jer bila terpikir the wonderful memories I have built.
Today… aku baru keluar dari meeting dengan the sales team… my team that is. Fidah just break the news I heard from Nas last week. News I was hoping to be just a rumor… just a passing cloud. But unfortunately it was not. She has decided to tender in her resignation. Yess.. my lady boss is resigning. Aku memang tak sangka… sedih sangat bila terpikir that she will not be around anymore. She will not be around to tell us what is right and what should not be done. Apa yang patut dibuat and how to resolve any problems. She was always there when we really need advices and guidance. She was a major support for us and she was our shield against the bloody vultures that’s always out to pick on us and find our faults. Skarang baru nak terpikir that I actually like her so much and I really look up to her. Despite that sometime she can really be a pain in the neck… still, she was our Iron Lady of Penang Sales team… And what’s worse still, her last day will be before Raya Haji. It’s a very short notice. Yang ada dalam meeting tue cuma aku, Nas, Viv and Anisah. Just us ladies in the discussion room with our lady boss when she break the news. Aku tertunduk jer, tapi bila aku tengok Viv menangis, aku tak boleh tahan… teriak jugak la aku. Tengok aku, Nas and Anisah pun teriak sekali. Aku sedih la… takut jugak actually… Selama nie, Fidah melindungi kami dalam semua hal. Baik dalam issues with customers and sales mahupun dalam hal dealing dengan orang2 dalam company nie. Ramai orang yang tak brapa suka kat team aku cos we are always in rush to meet customer’s requirements. Fidah kata she wants to spend more time with her daughter and family. We can’t stop her from changing her mind… but we pray and hope for the best in what ever she goes through. Aku takut apa kan terjadi kat kami nih. Anak2 dia kat sini.. hehe.. Entah macam mana nanti ka boss baru aku. Jangan dapat macam Mr Sheikh cukup. EErrrgh! Nightmare.
Saturday, 1st December 2007
Pagi kul 5.30 dah bangun. Kami wat plan nak ge picnic kat Taman Belia. Saja nak ajak budak2 nie pe swim2. Aku kesian kat diaorang, cuti sekolah tak kemana pun. Asyik tengok dinding rumah jer. So, pagi2 lagi aku bangun prepare barang2 nak bawa. Hehehe.. aku masak nasi lemak dengan sambal daging. Sambal aku buat siap2 malam sebelum tue. Pagi bangun masak nasi lemak, rebus telur, prepare air nak minum… bla bla bla.. kecoh2 kat dapur sampai la mak dengan kak Idah terbangun. Hehehe… dia orang pun join la jugak.. Mula2 tue memang la macam2 alasan yang mak bagi… penat la, nak rest la… tue la nie la… Aku pujuk2 sampai ikut jugak mummy dearest aku. Hurm… mak tengok anak dia dok merodak dalam dapur bagi pening kepala jer. Hehehe.. Kul 8.30pagi keluar dari rumah dalam kul 9pagi sampai ke destinasi… we got a nice spot.. That’s one of the advantages of being an early bird. Hehe.. Taman belia tak macam dulu… menang cantik and I should say, a good job for the maintenances there. They really keep the place clean and nice. Sejuk je angina pagi tiup kat situ… Dapat hammock syok la.. hehe.. Budak2 nie macam la badak baru jumpa air… terjun terus separuh kolam tak de air.. hehehe.. but they really enjoyed themselves and I’m happy they did. And the best of all, they keep thanking me for bringing them here. Kita orang ladies duk jer kat atas bangku… Sampai2 jer aku hentam nasi lemak… Aduh!!! Sedap btol. Dalam kul 1ptg, kami pulang… dapat la rest jap petang tue… Dalam kul 4ptg tue mami called. Dia kata nak mai rumah tengok Kak Idah tapi anak2 dia tak de kat rumah… So, ge la jemput dia. Kesian jugak kat mami… dalam sakit kaki tue pun, dia teringin nak tengok kak.
Yesterday, Sunday 2nd Dec 2007… berehat2 kat rumah jer tak ge mana pun. I was tired from Saturday’s picnic. Kak Ton jemput ge rumah dia tengok kitchen dia yang baru renovate tue. Aku skip jer and stayed at home. At first memang plan tak nak makan lunch, tapi rasanya 2 bijik epal aku makan tue macam tak cukup jer. So, aku wat la sayur campur nak makan saja cos perut aku dah mul gerrrooot :p Belum sempat aku nak makan lagi, mak telepon dari rumah kak ton. Mak suruh aku datang segera, kak ton pe terkepit jari dia kena pintu. Alahai! Satu demi satu la heart attack aku dapat. Sampai jer kat rumah kak, aku nampak dia tengah duduk kat sofa pegang jari dia. Tengok muka dia macam cool jer tapi sekali aku tengok jari dia macam nak pengsan. Memang kuku dia terkopek habis.. pas tue isi dia terkoyak sket. Aku dah ingat, sure ada yang retak and sure kan jahit ner. Cepat2 ge Lam Wah Ee… By the time everything was settled, it was almost 7pm. Gosh! Jaga la diri baik2 cos hospital bills bukan la murah. Tengok sket macam tue pun dah kena kat RM500. Cuba la kalu kes accident teruk. And what’s worse is that Kak Ton had to pay herself for the medical bills since she’s running her own business. Benda macam nie wat aku bersyukur, Thank Allah I have my job here. I was making jokes… trying to make her feel better.
Banyak lagi yang nak diceritakan, tapi buat masa nie, aku nak berhenti disini…
Today… aku baru keluar dari meeting dengan the sales team… my team that is. Fidah just break the news I heard from Nas last week. News I was hoping to be just a rumor… just a passing cloud. But unfortunately it was not. She has decided to tender in her resignation. Yess.. my lady boss is resigning. Aku memang tak sangka… sedih sangat bila terpikir that she will not be around anymore. She will not be around to tell us what is right and what should not be done. Apa yang patut dibuat and how to resolve any problems. She was always there when we really need advices and guidance. She was a major support for us and she was our shield against the bloody vultures that’s always out to pick on us and find our faults. Skarang baru nak terpikir that I actually like her so much and I really look up to her. Despite that sometime she can really be a pain in the neck… still, she was our Iron Lady of Penang Sales team… And what’s worse still, her last day will be before Raya Haji. It’s a very short notice. Yang ada dalam meeting tue cuma aku, Nas, Viv and Anisah. Just us ladies in the discussion room with our lady boss when she break the news. Aku tertunduk jer, tapi bila aku tengok Viv menangis, aku tak boleh tahan… teriak jugak la aku. Tengok aku, Nas and Anisah pun teriak sekali. Aku sedih la… takut jugak actually… Selama nie, Fidah melindungi kami dalam semua hal. Baik dalam issues with customers and sales mahupun dalam hal dealing dengan orang2 dalam company nie. Ramai orang yang tak brapa suka kat team aku cos we are always in rush to meet customer’s requirements. Fidah kata she wants to spend more time with her daughter and family. We can’t stop her from changing her mind… but we pray and hope for the best in what ever she goes through. Aku takut apa kan terjadi kat kami nih. Anak2 dia kat sini.. hehe.. Entah macam mana nanti ka boss baru aku. Jangan dapat macam Mr Sheikh cukup. EErrrgh! Nightmare.
Saturday, 1st December 2007
Pagi kul 5.30 dah bangun. Kami wat plan nak ge picnic kat Taman Belia. Saja nak ajak budak2 nie pe swim2. Aku kesian kat diaorang, cuti sekolah tak kemana pun. Asyik tengok dinding rumah jer. So, pagi2 lagi aku bangun prepare barang2 nak bawa. Hehehe.. aku masak nasi lemak dengan sambal daging. Sambal aku buat siap2 malam sebelum tue. Pagi bangun masak nasi lemak, rebus telur, prepare air nak minum… bla bla bla.. kecoh2 kat dapur sampai la mak dengan kak Idah terbangun. Hehehe… dia orang pun join la jugak.. Mula2 tue memang la macam2 alasan yang mak bagi… penat la, nak rest la… tue la nie la… Aku pujuk2 sampai ikut jugak mummy dearest aku. Hurm… mak tengok anak dia dok merodak dalam dapur bagi pening kepala jer. Hehehe.. Kul 8.30pagi keluar dari rumah dalam kul 9pagi sampai ke destinasi… we got a nice spot.. That’s one of the advantages of being an early bird. Hehe.. Taman belia tak macam dulu… menang cantik and I should say, a good job for the maintenances there. They really keep the place clean and nice. Sejuk je angina pagi tiup kat situ… Dapat hammock syok la.. hehe.. Budak2 nie macam la badak baru jumpa air… terjun terus separuh kolam tak de air.. hehehe.. but they really enjoyed themselves and I’m happy they did. And the best of all, they keep thanking me for bringing them here. Kita orang ladies duk jer kat atas bangku… Sampai2 jer aku hentam nasi lemak… Aduh!!! Sedap btol. Dalam kul 1ptg, kami pulang… dapat la rest jap petang tue… Dalam kul 4ptg tue mami called. Dia kata nak mai rumah tengok Kak Idah tapi anak2 dia tak de kat rumah… So, ge la jemput dia. Kesian jugak kat mami… dalam sakit kaki tue pun, dia teringin nak tengok kak.
Yesterday, Sunday 2nd Dec 2007… berehat2 kat rumah jer tak ge mana pun. I was tired from Saturday’s picnic. Kak Ton jemput ge rumah dia tengok kitchen dia yang baru renovate tue. Aku skip jer and stayed at home. At first memang plan tak nak makan lunch, tapi rasanya 2 bijik epal aku makan tue macam tak cukup jer. So, aku wat la sayur campur nak makan saja cos perut aku dah mul gerrrooot :p Belum sempat aku nak makan lagi, mak telepon dari rumah kak ton. Mak suruh aku datang segera, kak ton pe terkepit jari dia kena pintu. Alahai! Satu demi satu la heart attack aku dapat. Sampai jer kat rumah kak, aku nampak dia tengah duduk kat sofa pegang jari dia. Tengok muka dia macam cool jer tapi sekali aku tengok jari dia macam nak pengsan. Memang kuku dia terkopek habis.. pas tue isi dia terkoyak sket. Aku dah ingat, sure ada yang retak and sure kan jahit ner. Cepat2 ge Lam Wah Ee… By the time everything was settled, it was almost 7pm. Gosh! Jaga la diri baik2 cos hospital bills bukan la murah. Tengok sket macam tue pun dah kena kat RM500. Cuba la kalu kes accident teruk. And what’s worse is that Kak Ton had to pay herself for the medical bills since she’s running her own business. Benda macam nie wat aku bersyukur, Thank Allah I have my job here. I was making jokes… trying to make her feel better.
Banyak lagi yang nak diceritakan, tapi buat masa nie, aku nak berhenti disini…
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