Jalan-Jalan Pergi Bukit Tambun

Salam..

Sabtu yang lalu, aku ge kenduri Faraa kat bukit Tambun. Perjalanan tak lah jauh sangat. Tapi since ake pergi pun dengan Abg Akbari, perjalanan tue tetiba tukar jaauuuhh sangat. Hehe.. awat tak nyer, dia bawak aku rasa ada lar dalam 60km/sj. Punya la slow. Kita dah biasa bawak *zuuueenng (ceh wah!) kat highway, tetiba bawa slow, aku rasa macam nak cabut steering tue dari tangan dia.. Motosikal pun boleh potong kalau cuba bayangkan. There was one part when dia kata tak nampak jalan raya masa hujan. Kecut perut aku! Ended up, aku kena bagitau kat dia lorong mana, turn kat mana. Sabor jer la. Niat sebenarnya nak car pool la konon untuk jimat duit tol dengan minyak. Since dia bawak kereta, aku bayar utk tol. Maklumlah, kenduri kat seberang. Tapi walau apapun, janji kira orang sampai on time pun kira okie la.

Faraa.. we used to work together here. She was my Sales Rep. Very bubbly and chubby girl. A very straight to the point person. Kalau dia rasa apa yang kita buat tu tak betul, memang dia bagitau directly.. she doesn't care if you like it or not. Dia tak peduli. Dia marah kalu.. menang marah! tapi once semua dah settle.. dia tak simpan dendam. Banyak orang tak suka character orang macam tue. Well, sometimes I do feel annoyed with her attitute, but when you think of it.. orang macam dia lebih baik dari orang yang mulut manis kat depan, tikam pulak kat belakang. Lepas almost 4 tahun kerja kat sini, dia berhenti sebab dah tak boleh nak terima pressure. But she's doing fine in her life. I'm happy when I received her wedding invitation. She's finally getting married. She was so pretty and cheerful that day. And surprisingly, she is who she was before.

Syok nya kalau attend kenduri orang seberang, macam2 dia orang serve. First time aku attend wedding yang dia orang serve laksa as well.. Memang sedap. Geng yang pe dengan aku first round nasi minyak, second round laksa.. urrrggghh... hentam! hehe. Aku releks jer. Nasi dah la.. Saib baik kenyang. hehe Sempat bergambar dengan pengantin sebelum balik.

Hm.. dalam perjalanan pulang tue. Kami masing2 diam jer dalam kereta. Entah apa diaorang yang dipikirkan.. aku.. terpikir banyak benda. Hehe! Terpikir la, bila pulak time aku nie.. Macam mana pulak kenduri aku nanti! Sigh! Kekadang tue memang la tak sabar nak experience my own wedding. At the same time, I'm really scared when I think about how thing's going to turn up after I'm married. A few of my friends told me that once you're married, you'll turn up to become a different person that you were before and believe me when I say I have seen some women changed from who they were and became someone else. From someone who used to be so strong and independant, they'll turn up to be this different person who I can not recognize. It's like they just sort of 'disappear'. Will I change? I certainly hope not... I want to remain being who I am. Even after i'm married. Hoping to find someone who I can really get along with and will understand me truly. Banyak jugak persoalan at the same time, banyak jugak soalan aku yang tak dapat aku tentukan jawapan nya.