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This is one of the most simple and short way of expressing myself these days. Suck doesn't it? I have Q4 coming to an end soon. There’s less then 2 months for job completion, JCFs to sign, project sign-offs, deliveries to meet... blab bla.. I’m like way on top with work and see... I am too stressed; I’m blogging during office hours. Hehehe. (alasan). But it’s the truth. All there project execution and sales order tracking making me sick to my stomach. It gets worse when you have crappy people you have to work with and you get minimum co-operation from them. These suckers need to be reminded all the time on how to do their work and even after several reminders, they still miss it and go “oops.. lupa la cheq..” hotak hang lupa. Phew! (relax fazi.. calm down.. deep breath). I can’t afford to be in stress. Cos study shows, Stress can lead to many disastrous situations and believe me, I have experienced it many many times.
I’m bored with all these daily routine in life. I tend to get bored very easily. Weird! That is why I have pledged to myself to make a difference in life. Change for good.. change for the better I say. Stress will always be there so there’s no escape from it. But at the same time, we need to work out way to find solutions for these stresses on how we can overcome it. So what do I do? I engage myself in activities I find interest in. I keep myself occupied and do more stuff I like. I go out more often with family and friends. Do things I like to do and most importantly.... I give priority to my health now. And trust me... It feels GREAT and I’m lovin’ it. It’s all good and it helps me release those negative vibes and helps me calm down. I pick my fat bones up and I do it! No more excuses nowadays. Those things I gave excuses before... Now I actually do it. hehehehe.. Well, this is telling ya that I am moving forward in life... the positive way. I have found ways to deal with my stress and believe me... It feels great! I feel more alive, I live a better life, health wise has improved, social wise improved as well. I feel great as I do see result from all if this. Especially the good result concerning my health.
Life can be tough at times but we should take it up as challenges and work our way with it. Love what you do and you will feel better.
Just the other day, I was looking at some photos taken a few months back. And I gotta admit, I'm proud to say that I am now NOT what I used to be. I have changed and still trying my best to change for a better life. Best of all, my changes has also inspired others to follow and I feel proud. The “Prior Fat Girl” is not so fat anymore... and she is inspiring others to go for healthy lifestyle. All for the purpose of good health and better future :) May Allah SWT bless me and give me strength to move forward.
Hey! I'm turning *0 this coming November wey! The beginning of a new decade in my life. I need to do something that I can use to look back into and say "Hey! I've done that before I turn (ehem.. )*0. and I’m proud if it.
So.. a few more days to go before the actual BIG day. I can't wait to celebrate. At the same time, I'm like freakin' sad cos I won't be able to say "I'm in my 20s.." ANYMORE! huwawawa... *cryin* I bet you know my agre by now.. hehehehe.. suspend konon.

Well, I’ll list down those interesting things I've done before I turn *0.... soon :)