Helo 2010

Whoa! It’s been so long since I last wrote in here. Almost one year of silence and here I emerge again. I guess I have no real solid explanation for my absence. I’m just playing lazy and laying low from this cruel hard-ache world. Hehe.. fuh.. Feeling nyer :p

Anyway, next hot story is this coming November 2010, I’m turning... well... 30. Yup! No more “Oh! I am in my ‘late twenties’.” Excuses to give when people ask me “How old are you?” .... can you imagine that, people are so desperately want to know HOW OLD I have been in this world. Every time someone ask me that question, makes me feel like I am some sort of fossilized dinosaur or something. HOW OLD.. Sigh! Turning 30 is kinda scary but at the same time, I must admit I am excited as well.

I left 2009 with a lot of wonderful and some bitter memories. Well, now I am actively updating and keeping in touch with friends in facebook. I met with a lot of them from school and some from my previous workplace. Like yesterday, I added Nimmy in my friend’s list. Nimmy and I used to work together back in Intel. But I was kinda sad when I got a message from her this morning saying “Are you the one who used to work in GDOC?” I was surprised she doesn’t remember me and I thought I was quite close to her back then. It’s been almost 6 years since I met her but we sometimes chat over the phone. And to think I went like “Hi Nimmy... add me add me.. Gosh! I miss you so much... bla bla bla.. ” made it even worse. I thought she would remember me. Man, I had my cute profile picture in my FB what, so WTH right. Sigh! Am I that easy to forget? Have I not left any good impact to these people when I left? I mean, Nimmy and I used to get into a lot of misunderstandings when I newly joined. I don’t really like her much cos she was all mengada-ada and bossy. But in the end, we came to be quite close friends. But I like her as she is a person who doesn’t care about what people have to say about her and she do what she likes only. Well, this clearly shows I need to keep in touch with my friends often. Too much into work, I often neglect my friends.

I’m planning to make a lot if difference in life throughout this year 2010. On my birthday this November, I want to look back and think “Gosh! I’ve done all that and I am happy.” Think of going on traveling, go on a good diet and bring my fatty ass down to a normal size, take up baking classes :p. Got macam-macam to do lah. I just don’t know where and how to start and we are now already in March. Cepat Cepat Cepat...

And how do I do all these and juggle my hectic work at the same time? I just have to find time I guess. Well, nowadays I find time for myself after work and do things I like. After work is my time and I get myself to enjoy it. Go out with friends sometimes for dinner or simply for a coffee. Sometimes I go shopping or just go for a good movie with friends. Like last week Friday, I took the rest of the afternoon off and went for a movie with a friend. Hehe... We went to watch the movie “Valentines Day”. It was a very nice romantic comedy movie and the cast was absolutely fabulous. I had fun and went back home with a smile. Doing all these simple things often makes me happy and satisfying.
And guess what! Last year July, I have finally joined the gym and often go for workout after work. Not showing and signs of improvement though :p probably I didn’t go so often lately.

Work... sigh! What can I tell about my work? It’s still the usual hectic but still manageable.

Well.. I’ll try to update more often from now on. This is my life journal anyway :)