Being in a Relationship

"It must have been LOVE"... gosh! this songs is really giving me the blues. sigh!

Life can sometime takes funny but dreadful turns and changes. It sucks when sad things happen out of expectation.

Just when you think your life is finally looking up. Just when you have hope that love will finally open its door again… That’s when sometimes, you end up taking a sudden turn and then, you keep thinking about it over and over again hoping it could have turn out otherwise.

Regret… It’s that the word I am looking for right now? I dunno, I’m confused and I have to admit it, I am feeling quite sad when I think about it.

This year raya has been quite a sad occasion for me. There has been some misunderstanding in my relationship and to tell you the truth, I have no idea how it all started. It just happened. Though I know what has caused it but I just don’t understand why he is making it so complicated. We are still in the early stage of a relationship, getting to know and finding out more about each other. Sadly, till now, I really don’t know much about him. But he just wants to rush into things and always end up making all the wrong decision and saying all the wrong things. He refuses to accept the reality of what might happen in our future together and worse still, when I wanted to talk to him about it… he just shuts me off and the way he put it is like I am making a big deal out of it. It concerns our future together, shouldn’t I be worried?

Gosh! Being in a relationship can be so confusing and frustrating at times.

Why is this happening to me?