It's Still not Friday!

Today is a blur-blur sotong day. No one is in the office except Mei and me at our Dept. We were listening to the music in the morning and moving our head to the beating of our favorite song. hehe... then it kinda got bored and not to mention, kepala aku pun mula la dok nuit-nuit sakit. hehehe...

Gosh! How I wish today was Friday. I woke up this morning. Checked the time and it was around 3am. Aaaahhhh! "Still can sambung sleep for a while lah" kononnya. And dunno for some weird reason, aku sengeh jer thinking it was Saturday. Hm... Sadly my morning irritating alarm came banging on the door at around 6.30am. "Makcik Ila.. Makcik Ila... wake up lah. Alreadi 6.30. Tok Wan ask to wake up leh. Eh, U not working aa today…? "Grghh… Shasha! This girl can sometimes be really annoying in the morning. First, she woke me up from my beauty sleep, and then she went into the kitchen and digs for some snacks she can bring to school. Little did she realize that I was watching her while she quietly packed some chocolate biscuits and quickly put it inside her school beg. I shouted “Haaaahhhhhhh… hang buat apa tue?” hehehe… terkejut dia.

Anyway, I am looking forward for the weekend. It will be a 3 days holiday since Deepavali falls on Monday. Hahhh! Get to rest and relax. My family and I even planned for a barbeque get together this Saturday night. I can’t wait to taste those succulent meat hot right out from the grill. Hurm... pikir pun dah nk terliur. hehe. Gosh! I just love BBQ. I am going to try and marinate lamb, Kak Lily style. She gave me the recipe quite sometime ago and I always wanted to try it out. Well, Now I got my chance alreadi leh :p Let's just hope it turns out well.

I'll post some pictures of my BBQing ok! hehe...

Memories from Gunung Jerai

I was looking at some old pictures and came across these photos we took on our family trip to Gunung Jerai back in Nov 2006. Errr.. these photos was taken using my previous Sony Ericsson phone. Hm... for some reason, I was unable to post these photos back then kot. Anyway, one thing that’s still fresh in my mind is that I really enjoyed this trip. Hm... One can never avoid from falling in love with the beautiful scenery and the lush green of the forest was simply breathtaking. I was totally taken by the cool breeze and the fresh air was amazing. Though there is not much activity for you to do there, but a simple stroll by the sidewalk will make you feel completely relaxed and at ease.

It’s been a while since we had a family trip together. Now that Kak Ton is not around, we really don’t feel like going on any trips. Well, school break is coming. I’m sure we might take a trip somewhere. Who knows, we might make plans for another trip to Gunung Jerai. But what’s disappointing is that the chalets are maintained very poorly. I don’t see why they can’t make some effort to improve the chalets condition in Gunung Jerai. But I heard recently from a friend that the resort is now under renovation. Hm… let’s hope it would be better in future.

Beautiful memories from Gunung Jerai…

~ Looking down at Kedah..


~ The resort office...


~ The Chalets


~Sidewalk..


~ Lush green forest


~ Wangi tau bunga nie :p


~ hehe.. me!

Being in a Relationship

"It must have been LOVE"... gosh! this songs is really giving me the blues. sigh!

Life can sometime takes funny but dreadful turns and changes. It sucks when sad things happen out of expectation.

Just when you think your life is finally looking up. Just when you have hope that love will finally open its door again… That’s when sometimes, you end up taking a sudden turn and then, you keep thinking about it over and over again hoping it could have turn out otherwise.

Regret… It’s that the word I am looking for right now? I dunno, I’m confused and I have to admit it, I am feeling quite sad when I think about it.

This year raya has been quite a sad occasion for me. There has been some misunderstanding in my relationship and to tell you the truth, I have no idea how it all started. It just happened. Though I know what has caused it but I just don’t understand why he is making it so complicated. We are still in the early stage of a relationship, getting to know and finding out more about each other. Sadly, till now, I really don’t know much about him. But he just wants to rush into things and always end up making all the wrong decision and saying all the wrong things. He refuses to accept the reality of what might happen in our future together and worse still, when I wanted to talk to him about it… he just shuts me off and the way he put it is like I am making a big deal out of it. It concerns our future together, shouldn’t I be worried?

Gosh! Being in a relationship can be so confusing and frustrating at times.

Why is this happening to me?

It Must Have Been Love..... But is it over now?

It Must Have Been Love
Singer : Roxette


Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, there's air of silence
In the bedroom and all around
Touch me now, I close my eyes and dream away


It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out


Make believing, we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I've turned to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And it's a hard winter's day, I dream away

2nd Chorus:

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love but it's over now

It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

3rd. Chorus:

It must have been love but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but its over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out
Yeah.. It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love but it's over now


Its where the water flows, its where the wind blows..