I love this song. I've tried to find the MP3 version of it but just couldn't find it. Susah mau cari lah. Hm.. everytime I see this song will surely bring tears to my eyes.
This heartwarming story captures the life cycle of a daughter and her father and his daughter as they share the moments to remember in life. Thanks to 'Crystal Shawandas ballad, You Can Let Go. The value of Everlasting Love is poignantly conveyed in an encouraging message for all ages.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Goodbye is the saddest thing to say...
The saddest thing to say is indeed 'GoodBye'.. Especially when it is said by someone you dearly love and cherish.
I usually skip this song from Celine Dion. Even though most of my friends told me this song is really nice but I just didin't bother to listen to it until today. I almost cried.. I had to hold back my tears cos this song is really beautiful. And Celine really sang it so well.
Mother's day is coming soon. Hm.. I better start making plans from now and celebrate it with mum. I want to make sure she's happy always. There are alot of things that's going on right now in her life. She's mostly worried especially about her childrens. About Kak Idah's sickness, about Kak Eton's life, about kak Shida's family and about my future. She is especially worried about me cos I am the youngest one and the only one who's still not married. But mum.. dont worry ok. Your daughters are all well and life just moves on.
CELINE - Goodbye's (The Saddest Word)
Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady
Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love
Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child
And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman
Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me
'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child
And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes
And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma
Mamma, I'll be
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye
I usually skip this song from Celine Dion. Even though most of my friends told me this song is really nice but I just didin't bother to listen to it until today. I almost cried.. I had to hold back my tears cos this song is really beautiful. And Celine really sang it so well.
Mother's day is coming soon. Hm.. I better start making plans from now and celebrate it with mum. I want to make sure she's happy always. There are alot of things that's going on right now in her life. She's mostly worried especially about her childrens. About Kak Idah's sickness, about Kak Eton's life, about kak Shida's family and about my future. She is especially worried about me cos I am the youngest one and the only one who's still not married. But mum.. dont worry ok. Your daughters are all well and life just moves on.
CELINE - Goodbye's (The Saddest Word)
Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady
Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love
Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child
And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman
Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me
'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child
And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes
And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma
Mamma, I'll be
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes
Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye
'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I need some time-off..
Lately, I’ve been getting some irritating and hurtful comments about my weight. What the @#$&%!* hell is wrong with you people? Don’t they realize that sometimes their sharp words can hurt other people’s feelings? Why is it so difficult for these people to watch their words and mind their language? Just because I am a bit (ehem..) oversized, doesn’t mean I have no feelings or my feelings IS NOT covered with fat ok. I know and I understand my body very well, better then you do and I do care for my body so you guys please.. before you give such comments, tengok2 la dulu... hati dan perasaan orang. I’m sick of these people. People who always look and evaluate other people flaws but they often fail to see the damages in their own life? So bug off ok!
Sigh! I am sometimes sick and tired of these kinda people’s attitude towards others. Sometimes, It’s just too impossible to get away from them cos they are just there no matter where you go.
Lately, I’ve been having that weird feeling again. It was the feeling where the world is closing in and I am alone again. Damn! I hate that feeling. The feeling of being lost in your own space and you are wondering around looking for a way out. What do you call that kinda feeling anyway? Am I growing depressed or what?? Hmmm.. I also had some weird dreams too. I dreamt of huge massive FIRE... TWICE. A few months back I dreamt that a part of Seberang Prai caught fire and we can actually feel the heat and see the sky all dark and orangey with smoke billow up in the sky. The heat was so intense until we can feel it from Penang. The debris was carrying fire sparks and it is falling on some houses and causing it to catch fire as well. I was desperately trying to keep my house all wet by sprinkling water from the hose so that it won’t catch fire. (Haah! ada macam cerita Steven Spielberg tak?.. hehe) But, seriously... should I be worried? Or could it be that probably my mind is playing tricks on me cos I am excausted. Well, lately I’m not so in a mood at work as well. Probably that could play a factor to all these weird dreams. Did I tell you I even dreamt about my boss... hehehehe... this is funny. Huhu.. I dreamt that my lady boss is having an affair.. with a malay dude some more. Very creepy. Hehe.
So, I need a time-off. I need to break free from all these nonsense and go somewhere. Get away from all these hectic life schedules. So, the other day, I went on a road trip to Tanjung Dawai with my mum, my auntie and Ijah. Just a good long drive along the old road to Sungai Petani. No proper plans made. Just got up that morning and told my mum.. “Jom pe tanjung Dawai nak?” and my mum just said ok... Probably, she wants to buy all that ikan bilis and ikan kering kot. Hehehe.. Mum wanted to go along the old route to Sungai Petani so my auntie lead the way and Yup! We got lost. My auntie lead the way and somehow we ended up at the Butterworth Cargo Terminal and paid RM1.20.. TWICE just to get in and out of there. Don’t ask me how we ended up there cos I had no idea. Hehehe... Hey! At least we got the chance to see Penang plak from Butterworth and it was so beautiful.
Anyway, I called my uncle and after confirming the correct route to take, we headed into Bagan Ajam and soon we were on our way to Sungai Petani... via the old route. Sigh! Hehehe. The main thing is, although we were lost, we still managed to enjoy and share laughter and it was all in good fun. It was almost 3pm and we made a quick stop at Kepala Batas for our excellent lunch at Kedai Ikan Bakar Din. Memang syiok gila la. Very delicious choices of seafood to choose from but I didn’t take the huge giant prawn cos it cost RM30-40 per prawn o_0 Mahal giler wey... I went like “Brapa udang nih pakcik??” all excited faced cos I wanted to take if he said Rm10-15 per piece. But instead, the pakcik said “30/40 hinggit sekor... nak??” "eeerrr... hehehe" I just gave him a sheepish smile and quickly walked away to the other side :p So, I ended up taking 2 huge piece of Ikan bakar pari, Ikan terubok for mum, one plate full of sotong and daging bakar, telur ikan, ulam2.. and it cost only RM44 for 4 person. Not bad ek. Check out this blog errr.. since I didn’t take any pictures cos I was eerrr.. ‘busy’..
--> http://orangkecilorangbesar.blogspot.com/2009/06/restoran-ikan-bakar-din-kepala-batas.html
We reached Tanjung Dawai at around 4pm. As usual, the suffocating smell of dried fish filled the air. Mak dengan makcik apa lagi... eehhhmmm... borong jer la hehehehe. All I bought was some packets keropok tue pun cos they sold 4 packets for 10 bucks. Kira ok la. Check out these pictures I took. Unfortunately, I cannot take photo of the smell. Otherwise, you would have known how bad it really stinks. :p phew!
By the time we reached home... it was around 7pm. But the whole trip was all in good fun. My mum was happy cos she managed to stock up her ikan bilis and ikan kering supply. As for myself... I get some time-off and get to relax and enjoy myself.
Sigh! I am sometimes sick and tired of these kinda people’s attitude towards others. Sometimes, It’s just too impossible to get away from them cos they are just there no matter where you go.
Lately, I’ve been having that weird feeling again. It was the feeling where the world is closing in and I am alone again. Damn! I hate that feeling. The feeling of being lost in your own space and you are wondering around looking for a way out. What do you call that kinda feeling anyway? Am I growing depressed or what?? Hmmm.. I also had some weird dreams too. I dreamt of huge massive FIRE... TWICE. A few months back I dreamt that a part of Seberang Prai caught fire and we can actually feel the heat and see the sky all dark and orangey with smoke billow up in the sky. The heat was so intense until we can feel it from Penang. The debris was carrying fire sparks and it is falling on some houses and causing it to catch fire as well. I was desperately trying to keep my house all wet by sprinkling water from the hose so that it won’t catch fire. (Haah! ada macam cerita Steven Spielberg tak?.. hehe) But, seriously... should I be worried? Or could it be that probably my mind is playing tricks on me cos I am excausted. Well, lately I’m not so in a mood at work as well. Probably that could play a factor to all these weird dreams. Did I tell you I even dreamt about my boss... hehehehe... this is funny. Huhu.. I dreamt that my lady boss is having an affair.. with a malay dude some more. Very creepy. Hehe.
So, I need a time-off. I need to break free from all these nonsense and go somewhere. Get away from all these hectic life schedules. So, the other day, I went on a road trip to Tanjung Dawai with my mum, my auntie and Ijah. Just a good long drive along the old road to Sungai Petani. No proper plans made. Just got up that morning and told my mum.. “Jom pe tanjung Dawai nak?” and my mum just said ok... Probably, she wants to buy all that ikan bilis and ikan kering kot. Hehehe.. Mum wanted to go along the old route to Sungai Petani so my auntie lead the way and Yup! We got lost. My auntie lead the way and somehow we ended up at the Butterworth Cargo Terminal and paid RM1.20.. TWICE just to get in and out of there. Don’t ask me how we ended up there cos I had no idea. Hehehe... Hey! At least we got the chance to see Penang plak from Butterworth and it was so beautiful.
Anyway, I called my uncle and after confirming the correct route to take, we headed into Bagan Ajam and soon we were on our way to Sungai Petani... via the old route. Sigh! Hehehe. The main thing is, although we were lost, we still managed to enjoy and share laughter and it was all in good fun. It was almost 3pm and we made a quick stop at Kepala Batas for our excellent lunch at Kedai Ikan Bakar Din. Memang syiok gila la. Very delicious choices of seafood to choose from but I didn’t take the huge giant prawn cos it cost RM30-40 per prawn o_0 Mahal giler wey... I went like “Brapa udang nih pakcik??” all excited faced cos I wanted to take if he said Rm10-15 per piece. But instead, the pakcik said “30/40 hinggit sekor... nak??” "eeerrr... hehehe" I just gave him a sheepish smile and quickly walked away to the other side :p So, I ended up taking 2 huge piece of Ikan bakar pari, Ikan terubok for mum, one plate full of sotong and daging bakar, telur ikan, ulam2.. and it cost only RM44 for 4 person. Not bad ek. Check out this blog errr.. since I didn’t take any pictures cos I was eerrr.. ‘busy’..
--> http://orangkecilorangbesar.blogspot.com/2009/06/restoran-ikan-bakar-din-kepala-batas.html
We reached Tanjung Dawai at around 4pm. As usual, the suffocating smell of dried fish filled the air. Mak dengan makcik apa lagi... eehhhmmm... borong jer la hehehehe. All I bought was some packets keropok tue pun cos they sold 4 packets for 10 bucks. Kira ok la. Check out these pictures I took. Unfortunately, I cannot take photo of the smell. Otherwise, you would have known how bad it really stinks. :p phew!
By the time we reached home... it was around 7pm. But the whole trip was all in good fun. My mum was happy cos she managed to stock up her ikan bilis and ikan kering supply. As for myself... I get some time-off and get to relax and enjoy myself.
Thursday, April 08, 2010
Mr Zac
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENCIK ZAC ZAINI..
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES, HOPES AND DREAMS COME TRUE. MAY YOUR DAYS BE FILLED WITH LOTZ OF LOVE AND SUNSHINES, LAUGHTER AND HAPPINESS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY.. MAY ALLAH SWT BLESS YOU ALWAYS...
Happy Birthday my dear friend :)
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eeerr.. So apacam Encik Zaini?
After our SMS chats tadi... ada 'Gemba Bumi' tak? So, ada 'Tsunami' warning ke? hehehe...
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES, HOPES AND DREAMS COME TRUE. MAY YOUR DAYS BE FILLED WITH LOTZ OF LOVE AND SUNSHINES, LAUGHTER AND HAPPINESS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY.. MAY ALLAH SWT BLESS YOU ALWAYS...
Happy Birthday my dear friend :)
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eeerr.. So apacam Encik Zaini?
After our SMS chats tadi... ada 'Gemba Bumi' tak? So, ada 'Tsunami' warning ke? hehehe...
An unexpected result..
Long story cut short.. That interview I attended last week, well, I just found out from my friend that I didn’t get the job. Apparently they decided to hire another candidate who’s probably is much hotter then I am. Probably wears sexy mini skirts that reveals her sexy hairless legs and probably top unbuttoned shirt that reveals her busty lines. Sigh! What wild imagination. Makes me want to check out who this person who they think is much more qualified then I am...
The minute I heard the result from my friend... well, honestly speaking... I was heartbroken. I was really looking forward for this job. And the way my friend described the whole job availability made it sound like I almost got it already and attending the interview is just for a formality purpose. This sucks you know. I was too convinced that I would get it. I also drafted my resignation letter hoping that I just have to add the dates, sign the damn latter and throw it at my boss’s face. Well, the dream won’t come true. At least not now. Looks like I’m still stuck here. Working my same ole’ boring routine work and hoping for a change. Though I would be very much happy if ‘she’ who shall not be named resigns. I bet life would be much more simpler and happier.
The minute I heard the result from my friend... well, honestly speaking... I was heartbroken. I was really looking forward for this job. And the way my friend described the whole job availability made it sound like I almost got it already and attending the interview is just for a formality purpose. This sucks you know. I was too convinced that I would get it. I also drafted my resignation letter hoping that I just have to add the dates, sign the damn latter and throw it at my boss’s face. Well, the dream won’t come true. At least not now. Looks like I’m still stuck here. Working my same ole’ boring routine work and hoping for a change. Though I would be very much happy if ‘she’ who shall not be named resigns. I bet life would be much more simpler and happier.
Monday, April 05, 2010
Gotta keep on going
Great!! It’s already the month of April. I have another 7 months to go to my birthday.(0_o)
A lot if things have happened these past few days. Nothing sweet or sincere. There’s a lot of bitter heart and grudges going on actually. I feel like my work is beginning to show the other side of it... the other bitter side of it. Work has always been pleasurable even though sometimes you really feel like you’re been choked, but it was always a pleasure. But lately, I really have no mood to work. Could it be because I am looking forward for the job change? Or could it be because the lack of motivation to work here. I mean, what's the point beb?? You are not appreciated and the worse thing is, you feel like you are being stepped on even harder. Everytime you just do something you think is right, there's always a fullstop. You think you are performing well and the next thing you know, you are being evaluated and being so called 'reviewed'. That's what I got last week Friday. Apparently my boss dunno who she could pick on so she choose me! Blardy hell... Who she think she is.. What's that term she used!! oh yah!! "Set expectation alignment with Cost down Methodology" in short what my boss is trying to tell me is that "there's no increment this year" Blardy arsh. Just imagine, you worked your ass off last year for a good year of success. We managed to achieve our sales no. by 106%. That’s an increase of another 6% out of the total no. and last year was the highest no we have ever achieved in Penang sales history. But for what?? We work so hard hoping for a better reward, instead we got CRAP! Yup.. stinky gooey sickening CRAP!! Sigh! Well, I dunno... but what ever it is, I need to pick up the pace and start working.. work... work... work.. WORK GRRRrrr...
I like this song from Miley Cyrus. I’ll always remember those last words in the song.
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith....
Right now, I just have to push myself. I know I might be miles and miles away from what I truly desire in life but I just need to push myself to reach there. I know working here can be a pain sometimes, but I just have to do it. With my current financial status, I really cannot afford to lack. Ya Allah... please help me and show me the right path. Please show me some light.
The Climb By Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb...
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
A lot if things have happened these past few days. Nothing sweet or sincere. There’s a lot of bitter heart and grudges going on actually. I feel like my work is beginning to show the other side of it... the other bitter side of it. Work has always been pleasurable even though sometimes you really feel like you’re been choked, but it was always a pleasure. But lately, I really have no mood to work. Could it be because I am looking forward for the job change? Or could it be because the lack of motivation to work here. I mean, what's the point beb?? You are not appreciated and the worse thing is, you feel like you are being stepped on even harder. Everytime you just do something you think is right, there's always a fullstop. You think you are performing well and the next thing you know, you are being evaluated and being so called 'reviewed'. That's what I got last week Friday. Apparently my boss dunno who she could pick on so she choose me! Blardy hell... Who she think she is.. What's that term she used!! oh yah!! "Set expectation alignment with Cost down Methodology" in short what my boss is trying to tell me is that "there's no increment this year" Blardy arsh. Just imagine, you worked your ass off last year for a good year of success. We managed to achieve our sales no. by 106%. That’s an increase of another 6% out of the total no. and last year was the highest no we have ever achieved in Penang sales history. But for what?? We work so hard hoping for a better reward, instead we got CRAP! Yup.. stinky gooey sickening CRAP!! Sigh! Well, I dunno... but what ever it is, I need to pick up the pace and start working.. work... work... work.. WORK GRRRrrr...
I like this song from Miley Cyrus. I’ll always remember those last words in the song.
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith....
Right now, I just have to push myself. I know I might be miles and miles away from what I truly desire in life but I just need to push myself to reach there. I know working here can be a pain sometimes, but I just have to do it. With my current financial status, I really cannot afford to lack. Ya Allah... please help me and show me the right path. Please show me some light.
The Climb By Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb...
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
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