Annoyed

Seriously.. That’s exactly how I feel now with this new guy at work. He is such a sad excuse for a manager and I have no idea how they employed him at the first place. I mean, what were they thinking right? I wonder how he manage to get away with the interview? And to think that he actually earns a 5 figure for the shitty work he’s doing… makes it even WORSE. He’s is such an a$$.

Right, this douche bag joined us about 3 months ago right before fasting month. The moment I saw him for the first time, I had the feeling that this guy will be a pain and I smelled trouble. True enough wey! He is exactly what I thought he would be. Since the day he joined, he keep giving excuse that he’s a new with the whole process and procedure. I don’t see him taking any initiative to improve himself and to take part in any of the projects available. As a manager, there are guideline given for him to follow and understand and he… well, to put it short.. not from this world. He has his own way of doing things which none of us know about and often. I bet his brain is not functioning properly already.

Ada jugak la orang macam nih? How can a human live without any conscious. All of us work and live a hard life. Sure la when it comes to work, nothing is simple and there’s always an issue you come across. But that is how you roll. That is how you learn and that is how you improve yourself from time to time. And gradually, you will be good at what you’re doing and you will easily move forward. But how can someone be so ignorant towards his own work and pretend like nothing’s going on around them? I just couldn’t understand. You see this fella for example, he asked questions repeatedly and when you answer him, I don’t think he register anything you say it in his mind and will ask it again after a few days. He is un-approachable and is totally not friendly and I think he’s also a bit racists. How can you be like that when you are working in an organization with requires co-operation from all party? We work as a team and in a team, you have to hold your role and be useful. Otherwise, you will be ignored. And that is exactly what the others are doing to him. They are ignoring him cos he does not bring any value nor even input or suggestions. All he have to say is that he’s struggling to understand the process. And he will annoyingly laugh that sarcastic laugh to something you explain to him. You will sincerely try to make him understand and you can see from the look on his face, he’s really not paying any attention and he cares shit about what you’re talking about. Macam cakap dengan tembok tau. That’s how it is…

Only Allah can help us on this one and even the others are feeling the same way too. It difficult to communicate with people like this and I am already at the verge of giving up and ignoring him too. 

Only You Can Love Me This Way

Here's a beautiful song from Keith Urban. Just in case if you're wondering, who the heck is he. Well, he's Nicole Kidman's husband and a very famous country song singer from Australia. Yup! he's a darn good looking Aussie and a find man for Nicole not like that jerk Tom Cruise who left her for another woman. Seem this song he sang for his darling wife Nicole. Ain't it sweet? Must be wonderful to have a caring and loving man in your life.
Hmm.. sometimes life can get lonely especially when you're feeling down and have no one you can talk to or hold your hand and say things are going to be alright. Sigh! i miss those days..

Well, hope I can have a special someone to sing me this song some day.. :) 

Well, I know there's a reason

And I know there's a rhyme

We were meant to be together

And that's why

We can roll with the punches

We can stroll hand in hand

And when I say it's forever

You understand

That you're always in my heart

You're always on my mind

But when it all becomes too much

You're never far behind

And there's no one

That comes close to you

Could ever take your place

'Cause only you can love me this way

I could have turned a different corner

I could have gone another place

Then I'd of never had this feeling

That I feel today, yeah

And you're always in my heart

Always on my mind

When it all becomes too much

You're never far behind

And there's no one

That comes close to you

Could ever take your place

'Cause only you can love me this way

Ooh

And you're always in my heart

You're always on my mind

And when it all becomes too much

You're never far behind

And there's no one

That comes close to you

Could ever take your place

'Cause only you can love me this way

Ooh

Only you can love me this way